Well, i have to say, it's been changed a lot.

After staying almost 3 years, i guess i deserve what i am going to have. Busier than ever before, i am really afraid of what is waiting for me back in the office. I am required to train new stuff we recently hired for nearly two months. Yep, it's my first time being a teacher as an old stuff in the company. I was expecting some days' vacation before the training, actually i got none. Ironically, i finally can stay in one place because i am going to give training to someone.

Luckily, i do not have to go to business trips in the next fiscal year so frequently as now. I would rather take it as an announcement that saying goodbye to green hand period in my career. Of course, from now on I am responsible for keeping 3D business moving on and making new guys capable for their position. But I couldn't help wonder, WHAT'S NEXT?

And i also want to mention, one of my dearest friend WAYNE will come back from U.S. at the end of 2008. Warmly welcome you back! I guess we haven't seen each other for so long time, and i am really looking farward to seeing you.

 Unconsciously, my whole life has become business and billiard ball, which I know is not a good sign.

I have been going on business trip for every single work day since Sep., and in case I can manage to go back to Shanghai, I play billiard ball with my boss who happens to be a huge fan of snooker.

My recent life is simple and annoying. No matter sth like technical support, dealer conficts, sales target achievement, or after service is required, it comes to me. Struggling from the conflict between dealers and company, end users and dealers, and also between me and company make everything complicated. I have to treat one fairly to some extent, you know, people talk. Yes, that's why i can survive. We will see what I can do to make it happen.

Lately, I got touched with many old friends and classmates. The very first words they say to me have to be ‘you’ve changed a lot and get fatter’, right, like they can read every story from my face. Isn’t it amazing to find friends you’ve lost like for ever?

9 days' vacation seems to come at the right time.

Bang! I remember something i really want to finish a.s.a.p, so I decide to stop by office some time during the holiday.

办公室里开始传出这样的声音：

“她有9部车子了！”

“这有什么啦，很快的亚，我也已经有3部了。”……

就这样，知道怎么有这么多“车子”，接下来几天沉迷在“赚钱买车”之中，然后在短短的4天之内，想尽各种办法，搞到10部车了，另旁人无不惊讶…热情告一段落。知道了什么是“开心网”，无非就是寻开心，可以赚钱超容易，挥金如土，可以奢华生活的虚拟网站。

肤浅，不够深刻。

 “婚外情”0%、“前世”大将军…做了各种各样的测试、投票，加了50名左右的好友，联系上了太多中学时代的好友，感触之余开始渐渐的开始有了回忆，有了一拍即合，有了感动的刹那，有了太多的酸甜苦辣涌上心头。

今天在无锡的酒店里，出于好奇添加了“知我多少”，好了，各记一发不可收拾了。测试了些好友的题目，最高的竟然超过80%...自己也绞尽脑汁想些对自己的人生有代表性的阶段的特征出题，折腾了好半天，不久就有好些人来尝试着“了解”我。看到这些结果，我很冷静，陷入了沉思。

开心网不在于寻开心，

而是寻找你失去了的记忆；

而是寻找你失去了却很想找回来的人；

而是寻找你还没有得到却很想得到的未来。

又见黄山，这次计划乘索道，路程是了减少了一半，不料天公不作美，雷电交加、倾盆暴雨，在索道入口处等了足足2个小时才上去。所谓一鼓作气，再而衰，三而竭。登上光明顶时激动不再，2年前撕心裂肺的大喊 ‘I’m the king of the world.’的气势荡然无存，入住北海宾馆的时已经几近崩溃。回来之后大家异口同声说下次研修一定去休闲度假而不是自残。

还没有缓过神来，就得知有人要离开了，我真正意义上的工作伙伴要离开了，其中原委必然极其复杂，更加复杂的是之后公司的政策转变。看来半年之内，我有得好忙了。对公司，对老板，对新人，对业务，对代理商…太多太多的矛盾需要我去权衡，不能亏待自己当然也不能高估自己。

9月公司里有3个人办满月酒，还有一对大学同学的婚礼，10和11月份同样要喝喜酒，看来真是看到一个个的这么早就体会到了“做人”、“做男人”的滋味，真为他们高兴，希望剩下的也加油！但是不幸的小豆正在帮她爸积极恢复健康，相信她的一个个不眠之夜一定能帮助亲人早日康复，为此祈祷吧。

看到自己2年前和现在拍的黄山的照片，真是感慨颇深。模子简直不是大了一圈，好像脸上写满了故事。山还是那座山，人还是那个人，只是路过的人变了。

诞生、老去、疾病；留下、离开、进来，这是永恒的主题。